近日，我为一个正在筹备的新企划制作了一个全新的Avatar。我也邀请了几位好友加入这个即将开始的计划做一些前期准备。我对这个企划充满了期待，不久后我会专门为此设立专题，深入介绍我打算做的事情。

商店方面，Booth和Gumroad给我的体验截然不同。我曾尝试在Gumroad上发布作品，但效果并不如Booth。具体来说，Booth让我在作品宣传上轻松很多，而Gumroad则更需要我主动投入广告与运营，它更像一个私人小商店。

考虑到模型从制作、文案撰写到上架的整个流程都相当耗时，如果我还要为Gumroad进行大量的宣传，那无疑就增加了我的工作压力。加上现在的客户群体在这两个平台上有很高的重合度，我正在考虑将重心完全转移到Booth，并针对Booth的用户提供专门的Vrchat版本。而目前Gumroad上的Game Ready版本将会移植至CGTrader平台。

我还考虑将作品发布至Artstation，但是我目前感觉当前的作品还没有达到自己心中较为完美的标准，因此我始终没有进行这一操作。

另外，在Vrchat的使用中，我发现了一个问题：场景间的光照渲染差异导致基于Unity默认Shader的物品显示不一致。为了解决这个问题，我决定深入研究liltoon Shader。我不想对其进行大的修改，因为这会给后续的更新带来麻烦。而且，从目前的情况看，liltoon Shader也在保持着积极的更新迭代，虽然它在优化上并不如Poyomi Shader，但它在Booth上的应用趋势非常明显。

同时，我希望能够在未来的作品中更多地采用二次元渲染风格，这也将是我全新的学习旅程。

（沏一杯咖啡，放些轻音乐，我再次开始沉浸在创作的世界）

最近在探索视频内容时，发现ChatGPT推出了新的语音版本，这一技术的进步着实令我震惊。试用后，我真的被其语音发音能力所震撼到，我尝试使用其为我优化与分析了很多内容，其表现远远超乎了我的想想，同时也大大的提升了我的工作效率。这种经验启发了我想要深入学习Stable Diffusion技术，期望这能在未来的设计作品中为我带来新的创意灵感。目前，我经常感受到设计上的瓶颈。尽管尝试了观摩各种前辈与不同风格的作品，甚至制作了多种剪辑绘图来为新项目指明方向，但仍旧难以找到真正打动我的设计元素。尽管我对AI持开放态度，并相信它作为工具能提供巨大帮助，但我也深知过分依赖它可能会妨碍个人技能的进一步发展。

经过对Stable Diffusion的探索，我意识到真正熟练掌握它并非易事。这如同我重新踏入一个技术领域，一切都如此新奇：从最基础的操作、界面功能、到Tag的理解，再到生成图片和学习什么是训练模型，所有这些知识都为我打开了一个崭新的世界大门。虽然我尝试了模仿一些高手们的图片生成，但往往并不成功。尽管我搜索了许多教程，但因为Stable Diffusion的版本差异，这些教程的内容和质量各不相同。感觉要从初学者过渡到熟练使用者还需要很长时间。然而，考虑到这只是学习一个新工具的正常过程，这点时间投入与潜在的收益相比，其实也是完全值得的。

我正在投身于一个全新的技能领域——二次元风格的3D模型贴图制作。正如我曾提到，我期望在Vrchat中呈现出一种真正的二次元渲染风格。遗憾的是，我的现有经验主要集中在次时代模型制作，这在二次元风格制作中并没有太大的帮助。虽然次时代风格在渲染方面更趋向于真实，但即使我使用了特定的着色器来使其与角色风格更为贴近，我仍然难以达到那种独特的二次元渲染效果。这无疑是对我技能的一个考验。

在尝试适应这种新的制作方法时，我遇到了一个明显的问题：我现有的数位板太小，导致我在细节处理上遭遇困难。于是我决定更换一个新的数位板。但这次的选择让我倍感矛盾，新的数位板与老的数位板竟然是相同的价格，可新的数位板的尺寸却大了许多。我开始对自己之前的选择感到后悔。

在探索的路上，我意识到，有时最新鲜、最具挑战性的技术就是能为我们打开一个全新世界的大门。当我深入研究Modular Avatar时，每一步都似乎都在告诉我这一点。我真心希望，每一位使用我的作品的玩家，不需要为了配置而头疼，他们应该直接沉浸在乐趣中。因此，我计划在Vrchat中为我的作品搭建一个独特的展示空间，尽管这意味着冒着被盗模的风险，但为了能更真实地呈现我的作品、为了玩家们的体验，我愿意承担。有时，为了艺术和热情，风险似乎也变得微不足道。

而Vrchat，对我来说，不仅仅是一个社区或平台，它是一个家，一个我重新找到自己的地方。这里充满了那种当你知道有人欣赏你，感受到你心血的作品时那种难以言喻的温暖。每一次的互动、每一个认识的朋友，都成为我心中最珍贵的宝藏。这就是为什么我始终坚信，我要为这个家付出更多，创造出更有温度的作品，带给每一位在Vrchat的朋友更多的欢乐与感动。

真心地说，我感激每一分在Vrchat的时光。每一次的创作，每一次的分享，都是我与这个社区的紧密连接。我希望，通过我的努力，我能在这片热土上继续为大家播撒欢乐的种子，一起分享成长的喜悦。

EN:

Recently, I've created a brand-new Avatar for a project that's currently in the planning stage. I've also invited some friends to join in the preliminary preparations for this upcoming venture. I'm very excited about this initiative, and I'll be setting up a special section soon to delve deeper into what I'm planning to do.

In terms of online stores, my experiences with Booth and Gumroad have been starkly different. I've tried publishing my work on Gumroad, but the results weren't as good as with Booth. Specifically, Booth made promoting my work much easier, while Gumroad seemed to require a more proactive approach to advertising and operations, making it feel more like a private small store.

Considering the time-consuming process of modeling, writing descriptions, and listing the product, adding substantial promotional efforts for Gumroad would undoubtedly increase my workload. Given the high overlap of customer demographics on both platforms, I'm considering shifting my focus entirely to Booth and offering a special Vrchat version for its users. The Game Ready versions currently on Gumroad will be ported to the CGTrader platform.

I've also considered showcasing my work on Artstation. However, I feel my current pieces haven't yet reached the level of perfection I aspire to, so I've held off on that for now.

Moreover, while using Vrchat, I've noticed an issue: differences in scene lighting rendering cause items based on the Unity default Shader to display inconsistently. To tackle this problem, I've decided to delve into the liltoon Shader. I'm reluctant to make significant modifications to it as it could complicate future updates. Presently, the liltoon Shader is being actively updated and, although it's not as optimized as the Poyomi Shader, its trending application on Booth is evident.

In the future, I aim to incorporate more of a 2D rendering style into my works, marking a new learning journey for me.

(As I brew a cup of coffee and play some light music, I immerse myself once again in the world of creation.)

Lately, while exploring video content, I was astonished by the new voice version of ChatGPT. After giving it a try, I was genuinely impressed by its voice capabilities. It has optimized and analyzed many aspects for me, greatly enhancing my efficiency. This experience prompted me to delve deeper into the Stable Diffusion technology, hoping it might inspire new creative ideas in my future designs. Currently, I often hit design plateaus. Although I've studied various styles and even created multiple conceptual sketches for new projects, I still struggle to find design elements that truly resonate with me. While I'm open to AI and believe in its potential, I recognize that over-reliance could hinder personal skill development.

After exploring Stable Diffusion, I realized mastering it isn't easy. It feels like entering a new tech realm, from understanding basic operations, interface functions, and Tags, to generating images and grasping what training models are. Although I've tried emulating some pro-level image generations, they often fall short. Many tutorials are inconsistent due to version variations. Transitioning from a novice to a proficient user seems to be a lengthy process, but given it's just the usual learning curve for a new tool, the potential returns seem worth the investment.

I'm diving into a fresh skill area - 2D-styled 3D model texturing. As mentioned, I aim to achieve an authentic 2D rendering style in Vrchat. Unfortunately, my expertise mainly lies in subsurface modeling, which doesn't lend itself well to 2D styles. Even when employing specific shaders to bridge the gap, I can't quite nail that unique 2D rendering feel, undoubtedly challenging my skillset.

In trying to adapt to this new approach, I encountered a clear problem: my current digital drawing tablet is too small, making detail work difficult. I've decided to upgrade, but I'm torn - the new, much larger tablet is the same price as my old one, leading me to regret my previous choice.

On this journey of exploration, I've come to understand that sometimes the freshest and most challenging techniques can truly open new doors for us. As I delve into Modular Avatar, it constantly reiterates this sentiment. I sincerely hope that anyone using my creations doesn't have to worry about configurations - they should just immerse themselves in the experience. Hence, I plan to set up a unique showcase space for my work in Vrchat. Even though this exposes me to potential theft risks, I'm willing to take them on for the sake of presenting my work authentically and enhancing the user experience. Sometimes, risks seem trivial when fueled by passion and art.

To me, Vrchat is more than just a community or platform; it's home, a place where I rediscovered myself. The warmth one feels when others appreciate and resonate with their heart and soul's creations is beyond words. Every interaction, every friend made, becomes a treasured memory. That's why I firmly believe in giving back more to this home, crafting heartfelt pieces that bring joy and emotion to every Vrchat friend.

From the bottom of my heart, I'm grateful for every moment in Vrchat. Each creation, each share, signifies my deep connection with this community. I hope, through my efforts, I can continue to sow seeds of joy in this vibrant land and share the joy of growth together.